Well, no more junk food until I lose the weight. :)
See, my reward at the end will be some junk food. I just need to decide what junk food will be my reward. It occurred to me the other day that I got used to eating extra food for my pregnancy and for breast feeding and I never really went back to my diet.
So boot camp starts tonight. So does my diet.
I have been enjoying everything I won't be enjoying for a while! Went to Wendy's last night for dinner. Totally stopped and got an ice cream. Had a Pepsi today. Ate some fruit snacks (basically candy!) for a snack this afternoon. sigh.....it was fun, but it's over for now. :)
Don't worry I will let myself have a treat once in a while. If I didn't, then I would binge and go crazy.
It's just that I have to get back to my old way of eating if I want all the weight to come off again.
Again. So frustrating to have lost all that weight just to gain it back. Well, most. I lost 30, now need to lose about 15 to get back where I was.
It's partly the baby (so I got something really good for my weight gain there!) and it's partly me (oops, my own fault for not exercising and eating crap).
Wish me luck tonight!